I decided to make a blog because I have a lot of stories to tell about my life experience. I started many times to write down, told few stories to here and there, and very often told I should write a book. Perhaps starting a blog could be the draft. There is something very important [...]
Author: audreycrystalshaman
11 – Life and Death
The transport parked next to a building. The drive didn't seem very long but I had no notion of time. I felt very drowsy and all I wanted is to be left alone. The men brought me to the nurse office. Most of my personal item was taken from me, left with only my clothes [...]
10 – Survival
Every friends I had were still living with their parents. I had nowhere to go. Calling Madeleine was not an option, I knew she had a full house. My mother was certainly not one. I had a dog, I knew it would be an issue at my childhood friend, I didn't call her. Out of [...]
9 – The Key
Unlike the young people, I wasn't enthusiastic to get my independence and my own apart. While others thought of the parties they will have and not bothering about their parents pestering at them to clean after themselves, I was thinking about the bills, paperwork and no one to turn to. Magalie's job was done and [...]
8 – Contrast
I quickly understood the chance for a better life by living in Madeleine's home. It wasn't only to escape my mother abuse, it was also about my future among the society. I knew it back them but it's only recently I know much I was right from finding out the facts. My old school wanted [...]
7 – Father
Madeleine a bureau in a corner of the living room where she would daily sat to her paperwork. None of us were bold enough to sneak in it. We respected her desk work time. Yet, I observed the others as much as I did, it was a moment when we could approach her for personal [...]
6 – Foster kids
The routine was taking place amount the foster family. Between kids was no exchange of conversation. Politeness and cold eyes amount the oldest. I didn't had a place in my own family, I wouldn't get one amount the others. Madeleine and Jean were incredibly nice and compassionate. Jean was the daddy cool type of character. [...]
5 – Foster family
On the road to my new life, Magalie engaged the conversations. She asked what I knew about her job and her role. I gave her the two different versions I was given by the psychologist and my mother. Magalie had a facial spasm when she wasn't talking. I had cousins who had facial ticks. My [...]
4 – Trash bag
It took us a while in silence to become conscious to the situation. After calming down, I explained what happened early. We were both shacked emotionally. My friend for discovering such trouble could exist, and me living it. We decided we had to tell her parents. I knew it would be ok, yet I was [...]
3 – Thrown away
The atmosphere from my return to my mother house after my run away was heavier than I knew and I didn't know what to expect. It was dead silence between her and me. I was too afraid to say anything. I could feel her anger and the ignoring punishment. I didn't know how long it [...]